Hopeless Case

September 10, 2020. 7:11 PM. I am sitting at our dining table because this is also my study table now. It's 2020 so virtual class is the new normal. 

I'm staring at my laptop, browsing between my social media accounts. I don't know. I'm just really distracted. I even googled ways to focus. It didn't help. My emotions are so strong they distract me. I feel hopeless like whatever I do with school, however I study, I will always be a failure. I think I've cried several times. I don't know what happened to me. I just lost the enthusiasm, hope, and dreams I strongly cherished before. I feel like I am a hopeless case. All I have is my school, yet even in that field, I fail.

All I want is to find that passion again. *sighs 

Anyways, gotta start somewhere so lemme try reading our lecture pdf in microbiology.