2021

 

September 6, 2021 at 10:15pm. I browsed through this blog journal I created years ago to vent. I realized I have not been writing. A lot has happened this year. One of them is the pandemic. It is depressing but getting better, we try to.

Regarding myself, I am more than certain that I am much better now compared to before. I feel at peace and more forgiving to myself & to people. I've reconnected with God, too. I've been talking to Him more often than before. I cry lesser now although I cry sometimes all by myself out of happiness/gratitude while talking to Him. It feels good but I know our relationship with Him should not just solely be on emotions, on us feeling good. Everything should be about Him, glorifying Him & worshipping Him in everything we say, do, and think. That's what I've been trying to do. He has done so much for me all throughout these years I've been so lost. He never left. He is just there, waiting for me to go back to Him. Whenever I feel scared or depressed or down, I just try to remember this verse from Isaiah 43:2:

    When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
    When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze.

2020 - 2021 is not and has not been easy but I know God is with us. He will always be with us.

P.S

We are back from online classes to in-person classes. My heart is just happy to be seeing my classmates again. I would love to grab this opportunity to be more like Jesus, selfless & loving and show them how Jesus helped me all the way.