Rainy Day

 

Dear Papa Lord,

7:00 am. I woke up to the loud sounds of pouring rain and angry thunderstorms. Normally, I will be sad because I don't like rain. The dark environment is depressing but this time, I am not sad. I don't know why but this rain and loud thunderstorms feel like an embrace to my soul. That feeling of someone sympathizing with you with what you're going through? That's how it feels like. It so calm and peaceful. It feels like home.

On another note, I could still vividly remember my dream. I dreamt of my mother helping me find a dormitory to live. It seems like I am going to a university in Cagayan. I saw my old friends there, especially Xaviery and his accounting friends. Just like before in Iligan City, mama stayed with me for a while. I looked for at least a small mattress for her to sleep on and a blanket. I want her to be comfortable as much as possible because she has already gone through so much. I have not even helped them yet. I also saw Emily (Dawn Zulueta) of Walang Hanggan breaking up with Marco played by Richard Gomez. Even my dream is so sad. I miss my family sooo much.